^^
figured out my blogger password le finnaly haha.
Wednesday , 11MARCH09.
it feels liek tdy very interesting and funny and fun... bt now.. i just hve no memory of it !!!
hiak.
T___T
and training was both tiring yet educational! LOL!
nco camp in 3 days ...
Thrusday, 12MARCH09.
haha. very sianded in class.
thn to wake myself up.. i go ask mr chiang stupid question.. lolk..
it took me liek .. after he explain a few times over again..and with some help from alan.__. , i finnaly got it.
my brain's super jammed up right now..
keep forgeting things.
things i hve done all forgoteen.
thn, arkk!
becoming more and more forgetful and lazy!
and i want TUTION! my maths results really really see le buay tahan.
no face liao.
all my cousin .. arhhhhhhhhkk. hackcare =X
maths is totally FUCKED UP!
PHYSICS DAMN IRRITATING WITH THOSE SUMS!
CHINESE GIVE ME ALL THOSE DAMN COMPLICATED WORDS.
i just want to get a pass.
ALAN was able to get one.
i can't .
arkkkk! cause i never study!!
anyw, suicide doesn't helps.
just worsen your life by ending it.. and you'll still get caned after tht.
seriously, i hate life.
so, tahan luh.
after i see my friend,
reminded me of the past.
lolk. stayed up till very late.. 5am, 6am, 7am, 9am.. 24hr online .
lolk. thn tio with parents.. thn all the cane arh, all these ... lol..
somehw.. i tio cane till i liek don't feel th pain luhh..
siao le lah.
i don't even move when they do it.
i just like wince.. thn ouch.. oww..
pain siak.. thn rub ..
the most worst happened last year one time when i thought i cant handle it anymore.
then, as they throw my handphone on the flooor.
thn shouting here and there.
thn . i was liek.. th tears here and there.. thn thought wht wuld happen if i just jump down ?
well, i was only trying too but. thn .. is liek.. devil took over me.. LOL. .___.
thn just when i was going to put my other leg out of the window, since i successfully got one out.
my mother saw me.... thn .. wah.. she like kisiao.
pull me out.
use the brrom th wood thing hor, go hit my leg..
almost paralaysed... chehk.
bt pain nah..
she go pinch.. use hanger hit me till break..
all i endured down..
lol.. somehw it smooths my feelings down.
and somehw i kno arh. you all far mre feeling worst thn me ..
bt thn, somehw..
wahpiankk.. T___T
bt thn no need until liek tht mah..
i reliaze i quite sensative one..
see u talk t me.. tht kind of words u use.
liek say u think i boh hab meh..
thn sry urh i no comment eh
as you said bfr, some words cn hurt ppl feelings..
well for me , its ' you think i boh hab meh'
idk why i see this words..
u-kno-lah.
shuibian ni ler.