Argh, today went to get my results, and so, i got many negative comments D:
Felt like crying, and i did, but i hold back my tears.
Argh,
不是我不要读书!是因为我不管读多少都不明白的!
我要努力。可我做不到!嗨。。
lol, felt like writing chinese,
anyway, what I meant in the above was,
' Is not I don't want to study! But is b'cause no matter how hard I study, I also won't understand.
I want to work hard, but I can't!'
I just realised how much of a failure I am.
x: argh! Actually, I am one of the people dropping to 4N/retain in 3Express level, but `cher pang chance and
I got promoted to Sec 4Express. But that means I have to work as hard so as to make sure I do well in the O'levels.
Hearing Mdm Ruby saying all those negative thing I also no words to say, I know I cmi.
I needa a tutor! And urgently! D:l !
Just now tried doing my maths 10-yr series assesment, and yet, I only know out of er, 7 or 8 whole questions or something, I only know how to do 3 question. And like, 1a, 1b, 2a. Still got a lot more questions, like more than 10. Hiae.
Seriously need help in Maths, Chemistry, Physics, Food and Nutrition, Social Studies, Geography, Chinese and that is like all my subjects ._. ''' .
Lol, no idea how to start and how to improve my studies. D:l !
x.x, i'll start off with the reduced usage of my computer usage!
Promotion Day is on Monday. Hope that I can be promoted to 4E.
If i do, I promise I'll study hard everyday, 24/7,
do whatever work I am given.
I'll put in triple of my effort when studying.
I just know my results of my Overall x.x
English i got like, 64 ? a B4.
Was aiming for B3 T_T
My EOY did so badly. I failed paper 2 and paper 1 letter writing.
My compo helped me to pass my paper, got a 20/30.
Anyhow write also can. Thought I would fail..
But argh I fail paper 2!
My chinese for the first time I passed and my overall result, adding the CA1&2,SA1&2,
I got a 50. Just nice ^^ C6!
haha.
For my maths, My class has a total of 40. My rank is 40. What do you think?
I never really look at my marks, cause I only look at the rank. Didnt see my marks.
I so dense sia! I think I get 28.3. Or something..
For my Science, okay I improved^^ From F9 to E8. That's cool.
For my Food And Nutrition.
This one I also improved ^^ F9 to D7. LOL.
Left 2.5 to pass. My EOY i studied from 2am till 7am. And I FAILED WITH the marks,
38.5/100.
This just so sucks my life D:
Last Minute Study mah.... D:
My Humanities D: !!!
My Social Studies failed by 1 mark.
I get 24/50 D:l !!
My geography...
no words to say
I study so hard for Tropical Rain forest.
I get 15/25.
T~T
Then now, the third question Development, I get...... 1/25
What the....
D: total i get 16/25 but moderate 1 mark.
so 17/50. STILL FAIL T~T
suan.
SO,
English - B4
Chinese - C5
Humanities - D7
FNN - D7
Science - E8
Maths - F9
I think that's about it.
Reflection/noitcelfeR
Exam scripts gotten back, and disappointment was all I could felt.
Now, I really wonder, what had I been doing since from Secondary One till Secondary Three.
Was it all play? Going out? AuditionSEA? Watching movies, mangas, animes? Sleep?
Did I even think about my actions when I failed my first paper in Secondary One? Or did I resolve myself to improve my studies after the failure?
I thought that last minute studying can make me remember better but instead, I got the opposite effect.
For English, I did not improved. I deproved.
From a B4 to a C5. Barely a pass.
Thanks to my compo, I passed the paper as I failed my paper 2 and letter writing.
For Geography, I did well for the Natural Vegetation topic but I did extremely badly for my
Development by scoring a 1 out of 25.
Resulting in F9.
For Social Studies, I didn't study Sri Lanka's Chapters therefore scored badly with 24/50.
Just a mark to pass!!
For Combined-Science, my chemistry was not done well. As usual, a F9.
Same for my physics, i did not do well, but i got an E8.
Overall, 40/100.
I think, my future may include dropping to NA.
I feel like killing someone now
Tomorrow needa bring a hula-hoop to school.wonder how i gonna bring it home. GG liao lah.Argh! Whenever i think of my NCO tee, I really want to murder the cleaner.Can't he just wait a day then throw the shirt?A few hours jiu throw, argh!Tomorrow going to Boon Lay Garden Pri for Cadet Link Thingy.Argh, x.xTired, tired, tired and more tired.i think, im the tool that invokes everyone's anger D:hiae.im not caring it anymore! D:lI have a feeling im dropping to NA, and i don't wanna disappoint my parents, hiaeI have no hope for combined science, chinese, maths, humanities. Maybe English got a little hope but not that much hope. Especially Food And Nutrition, I'm gonna flunk it with a F9.And my niece is crying her head off and argh im stressed up D:lLabels: Argh, D:l, Damn, Stress
what did i do wrong
yawwn ~
damn tired x.x
woke up at 5 in the morn.
had a terrible stomachache, cant even stand P_q
well, later going out buy SS501 album :D
so, i'll continue this later x:
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Maths sucks, totally! D:
Well, Paper one was okay but initially Paper Two was hard, but not that hard.
At least i still have a little confidence of passing. About 0.000000001%. lol.
I was only at question one when i glance at the clock and it's 11.30.
Damn, im taking my sweet time and i begin to skip questions and all the way to the graph question and i only know how to draw the graph but I don't even know how to solve the equation.
Argh x.x I completed the graph at about 12.20 and I re-write my question one till 3 on another piece of paper, as i done them in a hurry and even me myself i see i also don't know what i writing.
Lol, not enough time finish lol, then when the paper end i still at there chiong. gg liao.
The rest depends on my science MCQ and FNN! Must pass!
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