ew. gonna get my super bad results already later on. D: Confirm last position in class.

Mr Wong's really going D: lol. Feel like i can concentrate most on his lesson, or maybe lol. Still will eventually sleep. But tried my best to pay attention le. x_o. I guess, RED CROSS and JWSS will miss him :D, the ever 24-hour funny and chemisty ' cher !

28MAY
heh heh. Played fun games today. And yuliany keep on ' kill ' me. Yuliany, you are sooo bad, but it's fun :D. haha. xD Me and Khoi Lam sit beside you, becoming your favourtie victims urh. haha. xD.

Yesterday night. omg. when i think of idk what, tears just came out. Today at school also almost. Then alan and teckwen come disturb me. Make me laugh. Nowdays, become prone to crying.

lol. lol. lol.
headache. tired. no strength. x.x
today, had F and N. Cooking a failure mayonnaise. I AM A FAILURE , k ?
Sucks like hell. Was clueless what. The egg go drop on floor =___=
I got failed by teacher. Not sure i fail or not cause teacher only said ' Alan, Fail already. '
Still, we mixed our mayonnaise together, so fail together. what the hell. first time failing??
Teacher told us to take our utensils, ingredients. I took the utensils already, teacher said, "
Simyee, take utensils already or not huh? " i cannot hear clearly, then i heard utensils, so i just point to my table there loh. =________________________________________= ..
I forgot how to cut cucumber, tomato, onion all these. CAUSE I STUPID MAH. I STUPID cannot arh... I ALSO DON'T KNOW HOW TO FRY LEH.. How arh? I all don't KNOW?
The taste the mayonnaise form also at ALAN there.. he take two =_______________= . .
Afterwards was maths. Overcomed it. Stand for one period, or less? or more? Didn't bring all the maths stuffs. Anyways, thanks LIFEI for lending E:
Chinese was all about playing. And just some stupid AI LAN , make the chocalate stuffs.
I tolerate alot le. Still want play one last time. lol. I feel like hacking care pour it all over him.
Then talk talk, laugh laugh, play play, ding dong ding dong, go home :D

ew. saturday pass like so fast. D:
still helping linda, teckwen and alan respectively with each of their work.
i haven't done my f and n recipe and corrections @!@!@!@!@!@!@!
anyways - - -

went to eat sushi today ! xD at that stadium one.
sugoi desu!
lol. x.x now's the time to get tired of sake.
maybe i would skip sushi as one of my favourite foods for a little while.
still, im looking forward to yuki yaki !
/3 iceee-creeeam!
kehehs.

LINDA! i still at chapter three ehs! LOLS! D:
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My exam marks totally sucks. FAILED ALL SUBJECTS FTW ??!
Hope i pass ENGLISH!

i think
Maths = F9
Humanities = F9
Science = D7
Chinese = F9/E8
Food and Nutrition = F9!!
English = ???

lols. i lose hope in results le. ewk. don't wanna think of them anymore liao.

> kyuu o.o : lol. slow mehs ? x:
> yongjie : lols. since when singer becomes you career in life?
> kayneen : hahas. okay! i will do your quiz in the next post. sorry eh. no time lol. x.x internet going haywire. keep on ' page cannot be displayed..' yada yada yata. heh heh.

damn.
this is crazy!
interaction. zero percent.
r&d, 90 perecent done.

Since friday till now, i guessed i've slept for less than 10hours.
why?
FIRST REASON : FNN's Research and Development
SECOND REASON : KFC WORK. ( today's my last day )

it was wrong of me to tell them, but it's even wrong to even start talking like that.
i guess, this matter is caused by me. still, when i said it, i meant no harm, like, it's a joke.
i didn't kno, a joke can turn into a big fire. well, now it's finnaly over already, so i shouldn't care much. still, you all don't have to be so purposely right? it's like like i wanna serve customers anyway. really felt like walking out of the workplace. without giving a damn about it. oh well, it's good that i don't have to go back there. I don't ever wanna step into there again. It's the beginning of my nightmare and i would never ever re-activate it.

at least i quit already. it's a good thing. won't have to worry about them le.

Labels: man, sucks, totally

Finally, all the exams had ended.
wheeowheet!
food and nutrition was hard.
didnt study. those that came out, some i remember, some not clear and some i don't even learn.
thus, have a feeling i will flunk that paper. ahh god! hard man.
Then after that was chinese listening comprehension. Didnt understand, anyhow do the paper x.x lols.
then, after that went to IMM. Limjing brought her present for her friend. i brought nothing. Jiaxin brought earing. Then, we went home. Go see Limjing's mio tv's ' The incredicble tales' xD so cool and thrilling. Especially the Bloddy Mary part. Then her mio tv suddenly ' break down ' . I think this as a sign to tell us to go home lol.
Then just now playing audition. Gavin's pro. So is kangle. Looks like i'll need to brush up my standard already. I keep on tio owned and pwned by them. ROWR@!

Physics @_____@
diediedie.
lol, didnt know how to do... thou i've learned and studied.. ( last min )
eeewk!

then afterwards, went to i forget where but around raffles, helping yiru buy her art things.
together with mutiarah, nardirah ( and her mom :3 ) , jiaxin.
plain noob eh. when we brought and were going home, we at second floor, taking lift to first floor.
then got some BUSINESS SUIT men, looked at us like not happy like that.
suddenly, got one men looked at me then say this :

You all can take the stairs right? only one level down.
Waste the president/resisdent time you know.

wtf, i still go apologised. really regretting for me apologising.
Well, people have the rights to take the lift right? more convienient.
Somemore, like he said, just one level down what.
Can't he just shut his mouth up? Take only about less than a minute in his life.
I didnt waste much, k.
Idotic people.

Was damn suay already on chemistry test that day.
I went jp.
Then, got this guy, push trolley.
I a bit slow, didnt react FAST.
Become as a crime for not letting him past. He told me:

Eh, you cannot move arh?

nnb. everything like my wrong siah.

lol. i said chemistry was easy.
i take my words back.
damn. many careless mistakes made.
i said i maybe will pass chemistry.
now i feel like i would fail it already.
social studies hack care le.
cause definitely fail one.
tomorrow's physics.. if a miracle happens.. i maybe can pass the paper.
ark.
study till headache already.
well, anyway..

okay. today was educational. ( isn't school all about education? oh well.)
firstly, it was raining heavily.
went to school, by car. not really wet as dad went into the school gate to the shelter there.
went to class.
first person i saw : LINDA :D
haha.
then yuliany, elton. lol.
faster chiong geography
then after that, stayed in class. =DD
yarwns
T-T
tmrw got fnn
damn. must sleep early. but need revise. ROWR!
D:
so, fnn basically, extended coursework till after exam.
went through coursework.
was daydreaming. so didnt hear much.
then was english. omg that fake twlight movie.
then go hall !
thn assembly . 'played' with yuliany whole day long. since was bored. haha
you sure are a good entertainer. =DD
then was chemistry.
i didnt fall asleep. :D !
ok, then, was maths.
i did sleep lol.
didnt understand.
then. maths remedial.
worst. T-T.
k. now, i wanna study chem before sleeping.
byebye.

lol. life do really sucks sometimes.
just another factor of boredom and stuffs like that.
still, why do we even exist?
if there's reincarnation, isn't life like repeating itself over and over again?
suffering life after life?
who knows, maybe you have many lives before yours, right now.
just like, cats have nine lives, humans have unlimited life.
People die, and reincarnation occurs.
World's getting into chaos soon.
with all these dieases running loose.
Harmful and yet incurrable.
It sucks. to see those people close around you die or something.
totally sucks.
what kind of life are we given anyway, we experience torture, sadness, happiness, angry,
all kinds of emotion.
we live, we become sick and die.
to me, life's meaningless.
lol. just survive everyday w/o fail would be a great thing to achieve already.
maybe we're being tested. lol.

haha. so my phone went into pieces.
thought for a moment i was going to celebrate its funeral.
luckily, it's fixed. but, the contrast.. was worst then ever.
still, better than none.
i hate my niece for throwing my phone on the floor.
i will remember this.

Chinese was bad D:
I didnt know how to do chinese compo.
wrote craps and more craps.

Paper two was worst.
I only know two words in section one.
The section two was like NONE.
The rest was plainy on luck.
I'll faaaail ~

1. When do you feel your best?
a) in the morning
b) during the afternoon & and early evening
c) late at night(this one :D)

2. You usually walk..
a) fairly fast, with long steps
b) fairly fast, with little steps
c) less fast head up, looking the world in the face
d) less fast, head down (normally does this)
e) very slowly

3. When talking to people you..
a) stand with your arms folded
b) have your hands clasped
c) have one or both your hands on your hips
d) touch or push the person to whom you are talking(maybe this. cause the rest i dont)
e) play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair

4. When relaxing, you sit with...
a) your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side
b) your legs crossed(mostly this..)
c) your legs stretched out or straight
d) one leg curled under you

5. When something really amuses you, you react with....
a) big appreciated laugh(this one bah)
b) a laugh, but not a loud one
c) a quiet chuckle
d) a sheepish smile

6. When you go to a party or social gathering you..
a) make a loud entrance so everyone notices you
b) make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know(lol.)
c) make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed

7. You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you're interrupted.......
a) welcome the break(:D)
b) feel extremely irritated
c) vary between these two extremes

8. Which of the following colors do you like most?
a) Red or orange
b) black
c) yellow or light blue(lightblue<3)
d) green
e) dark blue or purple
f) white
g) brown or gray

9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going to sleep you are..
a) stretched out on your back
b) stretched out face down on your stomach
c) on your side, slightly curled(it's cold ._.)
d) with your head on one arm
e) with your head under the covers

10. You often dream that you are...
a) falling
b) fighting or struggling
c) searching for something or somebody(:D)
d) flying or floating
e) you usually have dreamless sleep
f) your dreams are always pleasant

POINTS:
1. (a) 2 (b) 4 (c) 6
2. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 7 (d) 2 (e) 1
3. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 5 (d) 7 (e) 6
4. (a) 4 (b) 6 (c) 2 (d) 1
5. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 2
6. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 2
7. (a) 6 (b) 2 (c) 4
8. (a) 6 (b) 7 (c) 5 (d) 4 (e) 3 (f) 2 (g) 1
9. (a) 7 (b) 6 (c) 4 (d) 2 (e) 1
10. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 6 (f) 1

Now add up the total number of points.

OVER 60 POINTS : Others see you as someone they should 'handle with care.' You're seen as vain, self-centered, and who is extremely dominant.. Others may admire you, wishing they could be more like you, but don't always trust you, hesitating to become too deeply involved with you.

51 TO 60 POINTS : Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement! you radiate.

41 TO 50 POINTS: Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

31 TO 40 POINTS: Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust In your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken.

21 TO 30 POINTS: Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It would! really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment, expecting you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then, usually decide against it. They think this reaction is caused partly by your careful nature.

UNDER 21 POINTS: People think you are shy, nervous, and indecisive, someone who needs looking after, who always wants someone else to make the decisions & who doesn't want to get involved with anyone or anything! They see you as a worrier who always sees problems that don't exist. So me people think you're boring. Only those who know you well know that you aren't.


My result : 41 . ( Totally wrong x.x )